Yep. That is me and this blog. I wish that I had inspiration quotes and amazing things to say, but instead I use this as a place to vent. I figure it is much easier to do it here and might take some of the pressure off of my friends and family to get it out. I feel horribly all the time with my constant complaints of pain and tiredness. It brings me down and I’m pretty sure that at this point no one even wants to dare asking, “How are you feeling?” because they might get the full blown truth.
I think it is hard for people to put themselves in the shoes of a person with a chronic illness. How could you understand? I try to explain it, but can’t really other than saying that I am tired all the time and I feel like crap mostly. Oh and I’m allergic to sunlight and cold and my hair falls out and I get rashes and headaches and muscle pain and joint pain and the meds make me weird. Yay. People look at me like I’m a freak. So I will vent here to no one and see if that makes me feel a little better.